Sometimes

I change a bunch of settings on Firefox, seeing if I can get it to almost be as fast as Google Chrome. And they worked (:
Yay!

Ps, Linux kicks some serious ass, you should check it out (:
Ubuntu is the way to go in terms of user friendly linux.

Ass?

	Apparently they took the word ass of the radio. Am I slow ir is this new?

Like waves

Blogs are like the waves. They really are. Very few people just keep on blogging. Sometimes it is because summer hits and they are just to busy with everything going on in their lives. Sometimes it is because they just get burnt out.
And it is amazing how a group of people will blog all the time. Then all-of-a-sudden everyones just kind of stops. Like a set of waves.
Oh, everyone is blogging again, here I go to.
Then it just slowly dies down.

It is so strange.

Well I'm going to keep blogging, even if it is very infrequently (:

So anyhow, something that has seriously been on my mind a lot is how much I love my darling. It is odd, not that I love her, but how quickly she has become a huge part of my life. And I'm totally okay with that.
I figure, everything happened too perfectly for it to be chance.
God must have put her into my life for a reason.
And I'm so thankful that he did (:

In other news, I am soo excited and nervous for the start of my new job tomorrow.
Working in Mira Loma.
On computers.
I'm so excited that I'm going to have two legit computer-based jobs (:
I'm going to be working at Payment Recycling Systems.
Just making sure that everything goes well on the computer/server/user error side of things.
And! I'm probably going to be able to visualize their servers into one sick box someday (:
I love virtualizing servers.

The only sad thing about getting this new job is that I'm only going to be working at the book bindery two or three times a month. On Saturdays.
Don't get me wrong, I've never loved that job.
But I love my co-workers.
They were and have always been amazing.
My boss is pretty awesome too, just sometimes he gets irritation.
But bosses do that...
It's kinda their job...


Oh boy, life is going to be amazing! I'm going to feel so rich!
Even though I'll just be getting by.
It's really that fact that I don't have a family to support that makes me feel so rich.
But someday that might change.
More likely than not I'm going to end up getting married.
But the thought of children scare the hell out of me...
I just know I've done a lot of things that my parents have not and would not be proud of.
And I don't know, maybe I would be a good father, someday, but what if I seriously fucked a kid up?
The thought is not one I like to have very often...

This it is

This is love. I know it is.
What else could it be?
To want to be with someone, even when you are annoyed at them.
Or feeling sick.
Or just like you want to be alone.
Even then, I want to be with her.
So I know, this is love.