Hallways

It has been said that my hallway reminds people of this.

I don't see it...

I'm afraid that all of my friends are going to go off and get married and I'm going to be the only one that is not married.
And this scares me not because I'm afraid of being single, I don't care much about that.
The real reason is because I'm afraid that they are not going to have the time to really be a close friend. That they are going to be spending so much time/energy on work/school/sig other that I'm going to fall down in the priorities.
Yes, I'm being selfish, narcissistic, and overtly sensitive about this. But why not. If it helps me get it off my chest and out of my system, that's a good thing.

The hardest thing is when you feel/know that a "wave" of depression is coming. It's right on the verge and you can try to stop it.
Sometimes you're able to really uplift yourself and not let it take over.
And I'm hoping that today is one of the days that I "pull myself out of it".

King of bad-ass

I think I have a new hero. This guy is the shit!! Click the pic to get a better view.

HT Illusion360

Things that go on at work.

Yes, this just happened. Hahahaha!!

After reading this article I wonder if I'm really down to get rid of my blog/Facebook...
Hmmm....

I knew it was freaking lame!!

So once upon a time I blogged about how stupid the new iPhone slogan was. At the time I didn't know that Apple's marketing team was recycling an old theme. The Again. Theme. From the 70s.
REALLY APPLE?! Really?
*sigh*

I don't hate Apple, I just dislike a lot of things the company does. Like lame slogans. Boo!

HT:
Computer History

Calling America to modern day

Stop being a bunch of pussies and start using nuclear energy, damnit!
It really is not dangerous anymore. In the 70s, sure, now? No. So start using it.
Oh, wait. We've got the crazy lefties saying it's bad for the environment and the crazy righties that are afraid of it.

Great. Damn extremists!

Goodbye blog?

I'm thinking of nuking this blog. I am not quite sure if having something out there that the public can see is a good idea.
It's not like anyone really reads this anyway.

AND I kind of want people to actually want to talk/meet me, not just follow my blog and never really hangout.
Ya know?

Ehh, maybe I'm just crazy?

This is the shit

The Name Change

Not sure if anyone noticed or cared but I changed the name of my blog from I Long For Home to I Long for Nothing.
Because before I used to be pretty emo/angsty/depressed/hormonal. And I was also a Christian at the time. I basically was longing (wanting/desiring/etc) to die and go to heaven.
With recent religious changes I decided that I didn't really long for heaven anymore. I didn't long for anything.
Ergo the change of the name.

ps
The best thing that's happened in the last year is that I think my body's hormons are finally in balance. I don't feel like such an angsty teenager anymore.

Woohoo!

These are hilarious!

HT google search

Philosophical thoughts that are on my mind right now

Emotions are things that can be very nice at times. At other times they can suck. Something a friend of mine recently asked was, "Why does happyness seem to come with a price?"

I think that happyness has to have a price, if it didn't have a price of some sort then we would not know what it really was. An example would be sweet food, if all you ever ate was sweets you'd get so used to it that there would be nothing special about it. Now because we have to eat foods like vegetables and other less than delicious food, sweets are something that we like. Something special to us.

Carl Jung puts it like this:

"

There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word "happy" would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness."

sometimes i need those times where i just write and don't even thinking about it at all.
just go with all the typos that I tend to do and just keep writing without thinking about it really at all.
It's kinda nice to do from time to time because it really enables you to figure out what you're thinking and about the different situations that are going on in your life.

Like right now I've got a lot of issues with this one girl that I'm into, I don't really know what to do because she's leaving for school after this summer. So the question to myself is do I just go for it and enjoy the time that we have now? Or should I just guard my heart and not let myself get attached? It might be too late for that though.
Ehh, maybe I just need to get out and start dating. I mean, I am single, why not go on lots of dates?

Avatar: The Last Airbender - how it went down

Once upon a time I was hoping that the new Avatar: The Last Airbender movie didn't suck. But it did.

I asked a friend of mine (who never saw the show, poor guy) what he thought of it. He said that he liked the movie.

So maybe I just really hated the changes that they made? Or the fact that the acting (most of it anyway) was sub par. 

Well at least the time waiting for the movie with friends was totally worth the ridiculous amount of money I spent for those 3D glasses.