Friendships.

I am so sick of my "friends", more correctly, those that are in for a good time. Those that are willing to unload all their thoughts, feelings, and emotions on me, but when I feel ready and willing to trust they are too busy, or just don't care.
Why is it that Christians have to look perfect? Why do so few show they are broken, sinful, people, praying for forgiveness?

I am so sick of people that just suck all the emotion out of me. They are willing to talk as long as it is about their crap, but when I want to share my burden rejection, false interest, or whatever is all they show. I am not looking to solve all your problems, I will listen, maybe give advice, but at least try to care about me!

Why can't any of you care!! Here I am trying to spill my guts, I am not perfect! I need people to care about me, too! I need people to listen to me, too! So call me, talk to me, listen to me, give a damn about me, because I truly care about all the crap you tell me. All the things I think are so trivial, immature, even the things I cannot understand, I will still listen, I will still care.

That is who I am. I am the guy you turn to when you are mad at all your friends. When you need someone to talk to. When no one else is there to listen.

So I ask you, listen to me? Care about me? Do for me, what I do for you?