Lost

For all the crap people talk about Katty Perry, which is understandable, I really like her music. Not just the one song that is rather sketchy, but most of them. I really enjoy her song, "Lost" because it is kind of like my life right now. Only in a more spiritual sense.

 

(V1)
I’m out on my own again
Face down in the porcelain
Feeling so high but looking so low
Party favors on the floor
Group of girls banging on the door
So many new fair-weather friends ooo…

(CHORUS)
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost

(V2)
Caught in the eye of a hurricane
Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade
So sick of this town pulling me down
My mother says I should come back home but
Can’t find the way cause the way is gone
So if I pray am I just sending words into outer space

(CHORUS)
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost

(BRIDGE)
Is there a light
Is there a light
At the end of the road
I’m pushing everyone away
‘Cause I can’t feel this anymore
Can’t feel this anymore

(CHORUS)
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost
Have you ever been so LOST

 

 

The line about knowing the way home and still being so lost. Wow. Just where I'm at spiritually. I know all about God and what not, but he feels so far away. Like I'll never get to him. The worst thing is that I just don't care that much right now. It's not like my life is literally falling apart, just that I do have my temptations like everyone. Right now I'm in "sin avoid" mode. I'm not in a "Lord appreciate" mode. I want to be there, but I'm not. I "know" how to get there, but I don't at the same time. . .