This last year.

2008. A big year for me. There are so many things I have done that I could never have seen myself doing a year or two ago.
People I couldn't see myself talking to.
Places I never thought I'd like to be.
Things I would have thought to ruin my life.
Ideas I would have never thought.
Thoughts I couldn't imagine before.

Who I am now, is nothing like I thought I'd be.
I'm content. I'm fine. I have my ups and my downs.
But they are nothing like they were before.
This makes me wonder, what happened to all that emptiness?
The "hole in my heart"
I don't think anything has filled it.
I know things did not change between God and I starting November.
In fact, it's almost a miracle that things got better in the beginning of November.
It was perfect timing.
Who knows where I'd be if things didn't change when they did.
People I might have never met.
Things I might have missed out on.
Wow.
It's amazing how one little thing could have changed my life forever. . .