That's life

I used to believe

in crazy things

like love, God, and Christianity

Now I'm not sure

I don't have a clue

what to do, with this life of mine

Heart broken to pieces

no one to love

to give my attention

"That's life" they say

people that know

the way things are, or aren't, or shouldn't be

I wish it was comforting

but it's not

instead it just hurts me

drives me insane

With wonder, lust, sadness, and confusion

"Someday you'll understand"

Perhaps they are right

I wonder indeed

if these feelings in me

will ever receded.

I doubt it

there's no way

that I'll ever be

the way I used to be.

And I'm okay with that.