Why? Everything seemed to be getting better. I thought you were okay. Were you just lying to me?
And if you were, what else were you lying about? Can I even trust you? Could I ever trust you?
Did you just make me the fool? Because I trusted you.
Fully, completely, totally.
Then shit got real. My trust left, not unlike a bird when you walk by. Why did it happen that way?
Did you ever even care? Do you care anymore? I don't know what to think or believe now.
I can't understand why you did it. I want to. Perhaps one day I will. If you decide to ever talk to me again.
And if not, fine. Life goes on, so they say.
Sometimes I wonder if you knew from the start and just were lying to yourself from the beginning. It's very likely.
And I know that soon I'll be okay. Free from these feelings welling up inside me. But right now, I'm heartbroken and untrusting. But that's okay.
Life will continue. Or as some say, "This too shall pass"
Now, if only to make my emotions feel that way.
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