Questioning your sanity is never a fun thing. Yesterday I dealt with a lot of that. Like I seriously did not know who to trust in the most awkward situation. Basically I was the middle man for a ridiculous situation. I was doing everything I could to NOT be the middle man. But I was friends with both parties and I basically did not have much choice but to hear both their sides of the story. Then I was talking to x and trying to not think of/say what y had said. It was not cool, not fun, and very nerve-wrecking.
It got so bad that I didn't know if y's friend z was "in on it" or if I was just being paranoid. Then I wondered if z's bf was also in on it.
It was so bad I didn't know if I could even trust x.
I legitimately thought that everyone was out to get me and that I couldn't trust anyone.
Not a fun situation. And it's situations like that that cause me to question my sanity. Not fun. Not fun at all.
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