Sunday, September 26, 2010

Drive?

I've got this strange feeling. Like I want to just go, away. Not forever, but just take time away from this all. But at the same time, I don't know if I'd really enjoy that, being gone, away from friends and family. All these people that I love/care about/enjoy talking to. It would be odd, to just drive. Get away. Drive until I stop driving.
Wonder lust. That's this feeling
It's weird. I don't know why I have it. What it "means"
Am I bored with the way I'm living live? Do I just want a cigarette? I don't get it.
I don't understand. It's frustrating.
I don't want to be here.
But don't want to see people (minus a few) or really interact with them. I just want to drive, get out of here. Be somewhere else. So maybe that's what I'll do, drive. Just drive...

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