I think I love this girl.
I can't say it yet, it's far too soon. Far too possible for it to be, just me. Being stupid, saying things I'm not sure.
But one day, hopefully soon. I'll tell her.
That I love her.
This describes it pretty well:
http://www.plyrics.com/lyrics/mae/readyandwaitingtofall.html
Nov 19th 2010
i think i love her...
perhaps i dont, it could be that i dont love her
that i just love the "idea" of her
possible
maybe even probable
but i dont think so
i think i really do care about her
in more ways that i like
example being her virginity (a fucking scary thing)
she wants to wait a long long long time
before that happens
which is understandable
i guess
or is it?
i dont really know
all i know is
im not in this for the short haul
really, im not
she means a lot more to me than she knows
or maybe she doesnt...
how can i know
my biggest fear is that we wont work out
not in the long run
or as far as compatablity goes
but sexually
what if we dont work?
what do i do then?
give it time
just stay with her
after it happens
it will be a big big big deal
she will love me (preferably before then)
and ill love her too.
but what am i supposed to do
if we dont "fit" like that...
i think this is why i know that
its not about the sex
its about that connection
that sex brings
its something much different
it brings a whole different world to the universe
that is our relationship
not like a kiss
not like a hug
its something much different
something that cant be described
really it cant
sure sex can
and so can some of the feelings attached
but that level of intimacy
that is something no one can describe
not accurately at least
even Shakespeare couldnt do it...
Nov 22nd 2010
i don't care
what anyone thinks
perhaps i fall quickly
or instantly
while it's not
love at first sight
it sure is something
quite fast
i love her
as much as i'd rather not say it
but i can't say it,
not to her
not yet
it's far to soon
those three words
can kill
even the best of
relationships.
but i'll tell her
soon...
Dec 3rd 2010
only been two months now
hardly any time at all
yet you know me well
better than most
i wonder why that is
or maybe it isn't
perhaps i'm just playing games
in my head
wishing for things
to be what they are not
but i'll continue to believe
they are what i think
it makes life easier
perhaps that's why people believe
Dec 8th 2010
in love
that's what I am
no longer just infatuation
i see her flaws
her imperfections
they are there
not even hidden
below the surface
visible
and imperfect
but non-the-less
i love her
for her smile
her face
her attitude
her ambitions
and goals
she cares
where she's going
where she's been
it doesn't effect her
in negative ways
perhaps it does
and even though
she can be judgmental
about people
places
and things
she hasn't a clue about
i don't care
i love her still
Dec 10th 2010
finally
it is done
i said it
she said it
we meant it
finally
my only fear
is that she'll loose
that feeling
and emotion
but if she does
i hope that she
won't loose
the action
the meaning
it's not just about
the emotion
or feeling
those are great
but there's a lot more
to love
Nov 19th 2010
i think i love her...
perhaps i dont, it could be that i dont love her
that i just love the "idea" of her
possible
maybe even probable
but i dont think so
i think i really do care about her
in more ways that i like
example being her virginity (a fucking scary thing)
she wants to wait a long long long time
before that happens
which is understandable
i guess
or is it?
i dont really know
all i know is
im not in this for the short haul
really, im not
she means a lot more to me than she knows
or maybe she doesnt...
how can i know
my biggest fear is that we wont work out
not in the long run
or as far as compatablity goes
but sexually
what if we dont work?
what do i do then?
give it time
just stay with her
after it happens
it will be a big big big deal
she will love me (preferably before then)
and ill love her too.
but what am i supposed to do
if we dont "fit" like that...
i think this is why i know that
its not about the sex
its about that connection
that sex brings
its something much different
it brings a whole different world to the universe
that is our relationship
not like a kiss
not like a hug
its something much different
something that cant be described
really it cant
sure sex can
and so can some of the feelings attached
but that level of intimacy
that is something no one can describe
not accurately at least
even Shakespeare couldnt do it...
Nov 22nd 2010
i don't care
what anyone thinks
perhaps i fall quickly
or instantly
while it's not
love at first sight
it sure is something
quite fast
i love her
as much as i'd rather not say it
but i can't say it,
not to her
not yet
it's far to soon
those three words
can kill
even the best of
relationships.
but i'll tell her
soon...
Dec 3rd 2010
only been two months now
hardly any time at all
yet you know me well
better than most
i wonder why that is
or maybe it isn't
perhaps i'm just playing games
in my head
wishing for things
to be what they are not
but i'll continue to believe
they are what i think
it makes life easier
perhaps that's why people believe
Dec 8th 2010
in love
that's what I am
no longer just infatuation
i see her flaws
her imperfections
they are there
not even hidden
below the surface
visible
and imperfect
but non-the-less
i love her
for her smile
her face
her attitude
her ambitions
and goals
she cares
where she's going
where she's been
it doesn't effect her
in negative ways
perhaps it does
and even though
she can be judgmental
about people
places
and things
she hasn't a clue about
i don't care
i love her still
Dec 10th 2010
finally
it is done
i said it
she said it
we meant it
finally
my only fear
is that she'll loose
that feeling
and emotion
but if she does
i hope that she
won't loose
the action
the meaning
it's not just about
the emotion
or feeling
those are great
but there's a lot more
to love
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