Will I ever have close friends? It's so strange because anyone I've tried to get close to lately, just doesn't seem to care. They vanish oddly quick.
It's like I'm interesting and fun at first, but once I start to get 'real', they bounce.
I wonder why this is. Is it because I'm just not fun to be around? Or is it something else? Am I boring? Too crazy. Too strange? Are they just busy with other things?
Why is it my closest friend is more than 3 times my age? Is that normal? Am I an 'old soul'? Or do I just wish I was? Am I cranky? Annoying? What is it?
God damn I hate when I'm in this kind of a mood.
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