Venting is good for you, right?

Ughhh, this is how I feel. I don't want to deal with these emotions and feelings and stupid thoughts.
Was that the right choice? Did I kill something with my impatience? Do I have unrealistic expectations? What's wrong with me? Am I insane? Am I not?
Is pretending you're okay, when you're not okay, the right thing? The wrong thing?
Does any of this matter? Will I regret my choices in 20 years? Will I even think of them? Should I even think like this? Shouldn't I be in the moment? Is that good or bad? Does staying 'in the moment' prevent me from setting long term goals? Does it hinder things? Perhaps I should be 'in the moment' and think about the future a bit, and the past a bit, but not dwell for too long.

Idk, lib.ais.

Are you ready? Here are legit emotions, yawn. GOOOoooo!!
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Indeed the vessel holding my consciousness is quite...daft when it comes to what humans call 'emotions'. It sees anger and doesn't understand how to present that to the world. Others do a great job of inflicting their angry upon the world/society/friends/etc, but this body can't. This poor useless body doesn't externally express emotions, even though it should.