Bleh.

Sometimes I hang out with my friends and the day is going fine. I feel fine, I'm having fun, or atleast I don't feel like crap. It's all good then, out of nowhere, It hits me. Ouch, I would rather be dead right now. . .
I don't get why this is happening to me. People say this is something that therapy would help, something that meds should help. But I have tried the therapy, didn't do too much. But maybe I'll try the meds. People say the meds make the therapy possible. . .

*Sigh*
I want to go jump off a building.